Depressing day

'How to keep positive when everything seems to go against you?' That's the question I asked myself before I started feeling sick in January. The question still comes to my mind from time to time and I still have no answer to that. Struggling all the time. Feel like life sucks. :( Today was one of the days when I feel that way.

Today as usual I first went to the gym before lunch. Did 30 minutes only as I didn't feel I had energy. Then I went to McDonalds for lunch. Had McChicken sandwich with fries. Disappointed when I found there was no sticker on the bag of my chips! :( The elderly 'pak pak' got a sticker on his and I really wanted to ask him if he could give it to me! But looked like he was also interested in the sticker! The size of the fries was also much smaller. :(

I then went to Starbucks with my netbook baby for a cup of hot chocolate. Did a bit of reading before I started revising an anthology for the research project for my ex employer. Around 5 p.m. I went back home looking forward to the visit by someone... Had nice dinner with someone at a Korean restaurant. Yummy yummy.

After I had gone back home, I received a call from the elderly 'pak pak' who I had helped for his computer problem two days ago. He said there was a problem with his laptop. I wanted to help but I wasn't in the mood to work out his problem. :(

Then my flatmate and her boyfriend... I found the lights of the kitchen and bathroom were turned on but obviously no one was in those places. And someone has been staying over in the flat for many nights. I don't mind if I have been told but no one told me anything about it. It's as if someone is living in this place! :( No respect, no communication, no consideration.. How come life has become so stressful?

 My netbook baby

Yummy fish!

Beef stone rice! 

Very nice noodles!