Maybe a short conversation on msn with my eldest brother upset me a bit!? His question 'have you found a job yet?' gave me a bit of stress, followed by his comment 'if no job, come back', which made me wonder if I should really go back to HK. :( Nothing seems positive at the moment; or maybe it's just me who doesn't think positive. The class today got a bit more difficult, with some mathematics involved and that made me feel a bit frustrated; had lunch at subway again and chose 'sub of the day' becoz it was cheap! I had an appointment with the dentist in the afternoon and forgetting to bring the certificate for my free dental treatment, together with being unable to leave the class early for going to the dentist put me under stress. I got a bit nervous when seeing the dentist, who was actually a nice, friendly young lady. After the dentist appointment, I went to sports direct to buy a t-shirt for gym - almost tempted to buy a 'little miss trouble' t-shirt but didn't buy it at the end.
Had dinner with someone at GBK tonight. Having nice burgers and chips cheered me up. But somehow still felt a bit sad/depressed. :(
Started feeling the stress of having no income and no job. Does that mean I always have to go back to the life of a poor person? :( Like a cycle - earning money and then having to spend it all and becoming poor before I find a job...
I always remind myself to live for the moment 活在當下, but sometimes life's really a bit too tough for me and I feel helpless and lonely...
my class
My sub of the day! (but not enough to make me feel full)
Oh I like it... but it doesn't have suitable size for me
This one looks nice too!
Oh, they cost £1.50 only!
1/2 Avocado bacon burger + 1/2 Jamaican burger
My favourite chips! And elderlyflower + ginger & lemon grass drinks!
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