A gap

Stayed up late last night but still woke up early at 8:30 a.m. this morning. When I was awake, I asked myself if I'm really troublesome, making everything (trivial things) complicated?!

Being a bit 'hea' today, though I did have a good rest and felt relaxed. Had a look at the job ads on the free newspaper I got yesterday. Not many jobs that are relevant though. Flatmate's been busy. She went out while leaving her boyfriend alone in her room till the late evening. Two more nights. 忍忍忍... :p

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My eldest brother sent me messages on MSN early in the morning. He talked to me because mum said he didn't talk to me for a long while! I didn't share much with him. I don't know where to start and what to share with him. Feel like there's a big communication gap... Maybe I'm worried he'd give me any pressure or tell me what I should do (e.g. I should look for a job) if I tell him anything, though I know he wouldn't try to push me to do anything but quite often a piece of his advice or suggestion may make me feel stressed. Like, he asked me to consider going back to HK and live with mum for a period of time. I know what he means. After all, mum's old and she's alone. But it's a very tough decision - I can try to visit and spend time with mum but is going back what I want? My friends who have gone back to HK/Malaysia have shown me what life in HK or Asia is about...

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Made a call to mum in the afternoon. It seems what I heard most from her recently is who's got serious illness or who has passed away. Is that common among people of my mum's age? Or, does my mum select those news to tell me (which indicate her worries about her own health as well)?

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Since the unlimited o2 broadband is gonna terminated next Thursday (only 20GB/month thereafter), I think I better download some tv dramas/movies asap! :p Since I haven't watched 'Harry Potter' for a while, I started downloading the whole series!

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While trying to print out photos for my passport,

the ink cassette in my mini photo printer got stuck and became like this! >_<

Lunch: Had no idea what to eat (and not much left in the fridge for me to cook)

Got this combination of noodles and sausage roll! 

Hmm, sausage roll better be eaten on its own... 

Dinner: spaghetti in tomato & potato soup

Yummy Yummy!